one word tag?

well..since i have no life and i was just reading melanies blog...i'ma do this thing that she did..and hopefully it wont bore you to death! if it does just dont read it :) i dont mind.

1. Where is your cell phone? hand
2. Your significant other? ugh.
3. Your hair? DARKER
4. Your mother? lovely
5. Your father? stinker
6. Your favorite thing? jesus
7. Your dream last night? forgotten
8 Your favorite drink? juice
9. Your dream/goal? hard
10. The room you’re in? office
11. Your hobby? sleeping
12. Your fear? nightmare
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? college :)
14. What you’re not? fit
15. Muffins? CHOCOLATE
16. One of your wish list items? money
17. Where you grew up? So Jo
18. The last thing you did? text
19. What are you wearing? enough
20. Favorite gadget? computer
21. Your pets? fishy!
22. Your computer? life
23.Your mood? ick
24. Missing someone? lots
25.Your car? space
26. Something you’re not wearing? glasses
27. Favorite store? forever
28. Like someone? :) george
29. Your favorite color? red
30. When is the last time you laughed? now
31. Last time you cried? hmmm...

noodle arms

reading is one of the hardest things for me to do. i have freakin ADD. i cannot pay attention to save my life. especially somthing with a lot of words in it..ah it kills me! and weird/big words. it's on of the most annoying things ever. so what i am going to do is poke my eyeballs out so i never have to look at words again.

um. oh my arms...they really hurt. today in weights i squated..65 pounds! and then i benched 55...which i know sounds like way weak sauce..but it really is so hard for me i want to lay down and chop my arms off. i cant even tell you how bad it hurts to even type. so i am thinking tomorrow is going to be the worst day ever only because i wont be able to use my arms.


UGH.

boring. sucky weekends.

um. pretty sure this weekend just sucked.

thursday: i was supposed to go to this wedding. but a bunch of my friends from midvale (that now go to hillcrest) were going over to my friends house, so i decided to give that a try. i havent really realized how much i have changed until then. nobody talked to me. i sat in the corner...and like i tried talking but i seriously thought i was invisible! so i was really mad that i wasted my night doing that...but then my dad called and asked if i wanted to go to dinner with them at zupas. so of course i went. and i had a turkey bacon avacado sandwich and clam chowder :) of course.

then i went home because i refused to go back to the dumb party. but my friend corrinn texted me and was like ugh wanna hang out so i went and got her then we went back to the party...because we promised emily we would but they werent even there so we left back to corrinn's house to eat some pie :) i'm not gunna lie it was way way yummy. then...we...oh we went back to the party to see if they were there again because emily was way mad. and we told her we would go with her to answer the boy to homecoming. so we get there and nobody says a word to us and i was just like..this is really the weirdest feeling ever. so i was like well emily do you want us to go or not and she was like..um. no i will just do it later. but i was really annoyed because i took my time away from...life to help her. but whatever not a big deal we talked about it and now i'm not mad. so blah blah blah that night ended.

friday: me and sev went to gateway :) which was super funnn. baha pretty sure he's my best friend everrr. but we went to lunch with his mom because she works down there. then we shopped. then we went to my moms work and did whatever there. then we went back to shopping. i made him buy this really awesome fanny pack. haha. it's so funny. then...we got tired so we went home. and then umm i had like 4 hours of nothing before babysitting so i just watched tv until my eyes fell out :) then i went babysitting...which was way fun. here's a picture of me and one of the girls. there are three other boys but they were too busy watching star wars. and the other girl was eating peanuts.

saturday: woke up. went to ab's soccer game. went to wendy's :) um watched americas next top model. cleaned. put my pajamas on. did crazy hair and make up. (see picture) um. oh then i turned my application in at forever young shoes. then i went to redbox. then i came home and i was throwing myself a pity party...then i went to dinner with my parents and sweet tomatoes:) yay for all you can eat buffetts! then we went to target and bought some hair dye. so i dyed my hair darkkk brown. but it still has a redish tint. i love it! then i watched across the universe. it was by far the weirdest movie EVER. but i loved it for some reason :)

anyways. now it's sunday and i am reliving my crappy weekend so i am in a bad mood. i think i'm going to take a nap :)

oh but i am looking forward to next weekend. friday: homecoming! yay! ugh...how am i going to do my hair.

saturday: allred concert with merrit and cheryl! ah ah ah ahhh! i am going to die of happiness. icant wait to see them!!!

sunday: typical sunday :)

oh...how i love math class.

haha. this is me. i climbed in the cupboard in math class and i was hiding in there. because yes. i have yet to buy a 1010 book. i probably wont. :) that's why i make friends...to share theirs!

but anyways..i was totally going to hide in there until the next class came in...but they closed the doors and i had a nervous breakdown and had to get out. i think it's because i inhailed so many toxic fumes. and i was probably sharing the place with 5 million spiders and a whole family of mice. but i was laughing uncontrollably. you can probably see it in my face. i was trying to not look so dumb in it. but i am pretty sure i failed. oh well.

i tried so hard to convince michael (6ft. 2 in.)(burley) to get in there...but he was too big of a baby. anyways. that's my story for the day.

oh and also. i love seminary teachers. sis newbold mostly :) she just makes my day so much better.

and i love my family...for helping me color/figure out the horrible things i had to do for history (stamp act, declaratory act, and something else i cant even remember). they made my day so much easier and answered my prayers for help. oh and my daddy. i finished my powerpoint that took me forever to do...and i couldnt find it..and couldnt find it...and i was about to break down in tears so i asked my dad and he couldnt find it for the longest time..then i was like oh i'll say a little prayer..and right as my dad was giving up he found it :)

and that my friends is the power of prayer. try it. it works. i love it!

:) yay church.

AHHH @#$%!&

:D I JUST GOT ASKED!

:) you have absolutely no idea how happy i am. yesterday was pretty much the worst day of my life. well.until then :)

okay i'm going to tell you the long story about it.

so..i was babysitting blah blah blah. the lady is taking me home and i am like walking up to open my garage and this red truck drives by and i just thought it was my neighbors so i wave and whatever. then my dad and his little soccer team that he coaches went to the real game so there was a car full of girls waiting for my dad to get home to take them home so i ran outside to tell them that they could come in..and the red truck drives past again! and i realized at that moment...this was no neighbor.

so i am like hurrying and making the girls run run run inside because i was like gah they're going to give upppp. so i am like yelling at them blah blah blah. and then my mom gets home so i run outside to tell her the stress out story that was happening to me and the garage was open. and the red truck drives past...yet again! so i was like oh my gosh..and all the girls wanted to go play outside and i was like NO. but they wouldnt listen to me and so i like had a nervous breakdown and ran inside and i had to tell someone! so i called cheryl and told her the story...and we both just had our stress out things.

thennn i was like oh my gosh i have to get out of the house. so i called breck and we went to wendys to get a frosty. and while i am standing there in line being really stressed out my dad calls me and everyone is like screaming and iwas like OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH...and so i like grabbed my frosty out of the guys hands and then we ran like the wind through smiths. i honestly was running with eggs and milk and bread and yogurt and a frosty that was spilling everywhere and everyone thought i was absolutely crazy but oh well.

then i like do a speed racer home and go tearing through the house and i open the front door and there was like an outline of a person in chalk..then this paper said...

i'd die to go to homecoming with you...solve the mystery to see who it is ( or something to that extent) then it was his name in like jumbled letters.

i have never been so happy in my life.

um..but how should i answer him? any ideas?

i was thinking...to get a muffin..and write there's "muffin" i'd rather do then to go to homecoming with you. or something cheesy like that. what'dya think?! :)

homecoming?

still no date.

oh well. i'm not surprised. i just thought this time would be different. oh well.

sooo much for high school.


I'M STILL RUNNING FOR SBO THOUGH.

i'm still in love with who i wish you were.

um. so...my weekend...sucked. period.

thursday i worked at the dew tour from 4-9 then i just hung out there yadda yadda yadda. it was just a weird weird night...i'm not gunna lie.

then that night i got 3 hours of sleep. and i had to go back to school in the morning. ugh.

so i go to first period...and i felt so sick i wanted to die...seriously. so then i went home at like 8:30 and slept until 12:30...just in time for seminary! so i went there..but i was still way sick...and i just didnt feel very much like me. then i came home and just hung out....tried to feel better. but i never did. but it was football game night so of course i had to go in my rockin new outfit. so me and emily and tona and karine went..and got in a fight with some people...then i felt way freakin sick so i was like um i vote we leave. but of course i was cranky because i hadn't eaten in 2 days so we went to wendy's and i had a hamburger :) yay. and a frosty. i love frosty's!

thennnnn tona had to answer nic for hillcrest's homecoming :) haha..and so we went to the store and tried to think of good ideas..but it was halfway impossible. finally we just got army men and wrote yes on the bottom of one and set up a war scene on his front porch and he didnt even get what he was supposed to do. it was pretty funny :) then whatever i went home and just went to bed.

thenn saturday. i woke up. cleaned. did all that good stuff and then i had to drop merrit off at the capitol for some service thingy....and i was supposed to find my way to ksl...um yeah right. i cant even find my way around south jordan...forget trying to find my way around downtown! and it was my first time driving downtown so i was petrified. but i drove. and drove. and drove. and almost got hit by a hippie. and then i got really mad but i just kept driving. and kept getting more and more lost. so i called my mom crying and she was just telling me what to do and i was so stressed out because i cant parallel park to save my life but finally i just called security at ksl and they let me park there..so it was so much un needed stress in my life..and i was really mad.

thennnn i went into the dew tour and it was freakin hot outside. but when i got there i found out i didnt need to be there for another hour so i just took the vip pass and went and watched skateboarding for a million hours and ate as many goldfish as i could and drank so much mountain dew it's not even funn. thenn i had to go back and i got hit with a football who knows how many times and i had to throw candy at little sweaty gross ugly people all day.

then i went shopping. and i was so mad and cranky but i totally saw allred there and it just made my day. then whatever i got home and now i'm stuck all alone with nothing to do and i'm mad and i want to go kick someone in the face or something.


:(

i hate bad weeks.

i wish someone would come bring me a cup cake. with a happy face on it. that'd totally just make my day.

gahhh :s

schoolllll. i like it and all. but..ah. it's so hard!

math. sucks. i still need a book..haha. and today my teacher came in deathly ill. i'm not kidding. she had to run out of class to go puke. and they expect us to not miss any school when our teachers come and get us all sick?! i most definately need to have a talk with them.

um. ap english. kill me now. i'm not kidding it's the dumbest class EVER. one. i'm not a fan of english in the first place. i mean. i like writing about stuff. i LOVE writing. but when i have to read something. count me out. and then make me read something. analyze it. and make me find symbols and write about it. i'd rather play in the lion house at the zoo. so it's really hard for me. especially because i DIDNT EVEN SIGN UP FOR THIS CLASS. gr.

ap us history. ick ick puke puke. i mean. if you like reading text books...you'd love that class! you get to read like two chapers a night. and you actually have to pay attention. that's what kills me. yes..this is where my add kicks in. i seriously cant do it. but i keep pluggin along. slowly...very slowly.

everything else is pretty good. weights. wow i love it. seminary. amazing. theatre. i'm warming up to the kids. i think me and my friends jake and emily are going to do tech crew for the musical (hello dolly :D) so that should be super fun. then..what else. oh fashion. i love this class. i'm not ever lying. it's so fun. wanna know what i learned? tie dye is the design that you see behind your eyelids when you are on LSD. yes. that is what i learn. cool huh? it's all thanks to my fashion history report on the 60's where i wore this ridiculously short dress and talked in front of the class about weird stuff. but whatever.

and i'm pretty sure on oct. 25th. we're going on a field trip to a fashion show down at the gateway. ya cant beat that! oh and there is a movie about...christian dior i think...and we might go see that. it's really just one big party! i love it!

so today. i stayed after school for seriously an hour talking about the deepest of deep stuff here. it was super cool. and i got really excited. yadda yadda yadda.

then. dang it i never have anything cool to write about in my blogs. i need to start getting a life because seriously it's all just gay boring stuff. so sorry :)

i just couldnt do it.

ugh...well tonight there was an allred concert down in provo...and me and merrit wanted to go..so i was going to drive down there..pick merrit up from work..and then we'd go to the concert then i would sleep over and drop her off at work in the morning then come home.

so we'd been planning this all day and i cant tell you how excited i was. so i got all ready...all my stuff was all together...and just the whole time i just kinda felt sick about going..but i just thought it was me being nervous about driving on the freeway so i just kinda brushed it off. and kept getting ready. so it was getting closer and closer to the time that i needed to go and i just kept thinking of more and more things to do before i could leave because of this bad feeling. so then my mom gets home..and i really just had to go but me and her just didnt have the right feeling...but i left anyways and so i was driving down redwood and i just parked at harmons and just sat there trying to decide if i should go or not. i really reallly wanted to go to the concert...hang out with merrit..and all that jazz and i was about ready to take the right turn to go...but then all of a sudden i just felt like i was going to puke and so i just went straight. gah. i feel so bad because i totally ditched merrit...but i just had to listen to my holy ghost.

so...now...it's friday night and i have nothing to do :(

i guess you gotta do what you gotta do....

i ripped my pants.

haha...yes..i did. i realized when i was pealing out of the school parking lot so i'm pretty sure i had it all day...ugh. that's so embarrassing. i love when people dont tell me i have a giant hole in my pants. it just makes my day. haha..but i think it's kinda funny. i even got up and bore my testimony in front of all the seminary. no wonder they were looking at me like i was a freak. my freakin pants had a giant hole.

i really am so upset. this is my third pair of pants in like a freakin month. and they were my favorite ones in the whole entire worldddd.

and right now i'm really mad because nobody will freakin go to the drama club opening social with me...and i really wanna go but..i hate going to those things and then you dont know anybody and then you feel super retarded because you cant really leave since you just got there...but you're just sitting there wishing someone was poking your eyes out with hot dog roasters.


hmm yesterday me and emily went to the temple. it was really fun! excpet that it took 2 hours..but ya know i would have spent that time watching gilmore girls and the ellen show so i guess it's not that big of a deal. except ellen did have john mcain (or whatever his name is..i'm not into politics. its all just lies and popularity) on her show. so i totally wanted to see that. ellen is soo funny bahhaa. i love her..in a non lesbian way..of course.

um. school is good :) i love love love it. except i do need a math 1010 book. if you have one...you should...let me buy it from you :) and...history is a lotta work. but its fun :) i like doing homework for some reason. is that weird? haha. umm english freakin sucks. i hate having classes with seniors because i just feel like a fool and i wanna crawl in a hole and die. or just take a nap. that'll work. um lets see what else...i still cant get over how mad i am about my dumb pants. oh um pretty sure all the seminary teachers are my best friends. me and emily and breck stay after school for like an hour on b days just talking to the seminary teachers. i love it..haha..anyways i'm going to just go to the dumb drama club thing by myself because i dont wanna sit here home alone anymore. i love everyone :)