Monday, December 22, 2008

pretty sure my life consists of two things.

1. pushing people away...because i get scared.

2. regretting that i do that.
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i am so annoyed with it. mostly i hate that right when i get over something (well..someone) it seems like they just pop right back into my life...insisting to never leave me alone. and it drives me half crazy. i wish i was good at talking..like one on one conversations about serious things. i've never been good at them...i just cant do it! i feel awkward. i cant think of anything to say. and i try to avoid it at all costs...when i know it needs to be done...but i just CANT.

somebody please tell me they have pills for that.

1 comment:

MD said...

I just read your little description of yourself on the sidebar and almost fell out of my seat laughing. You described yourself to a T.