call me crazy...

but i dont think i'm a real girl!

my cousin Cheryl was updating on her blog about her collection of wedding things..invitations..rings..dresses, etc. and i was thinking about what i wanted my wedding to be and i realized. I'VE NEVER FANTASIZED ABOUT MY WEDDING! i mean, of course, i want to get married. of course i want a wedding. but i dont think i have ever been the kinda girl thats like "i know i want this kind of wedding. with this kind of looking cake. and this is the perfect dress." i know i want a big sparkly ring though! but that's all.
also, i want to elope.

so this means i am a fake girl. sorry guys