who says?!

who says college is fun?!
who says you make a lot of friends in college?!

because seriously, i'ma punch them in the face if they say that one more time. but i guess it's getting better. i figured something out about college though. people work it up so much to be this huge thing..and so i was expecting something big and huge and terrible. i had anxiety attacks about it. but then i sat down and realized..."wait a second, college is just school!" haha i know, what a lame statement. BUT it's true. i worked it up so much in my head that i was expecting..who knows what. so i was just all stressed out about it. but no, it's just freaking school still. which kinda sucks, but you know..you do what you gotta do. and i'ma do this thing!

i got a job finally :) after applying to over 40 places. I FREAKING GOT A JOB! horray for me. it's at cafe paesan. it's like an italian version of cafe rio and i'm not going to lie, it's delish!

i've gotten so fat though, i swear. skinny roommates that eat all day is going to be the death of me. because not so skinny mallory eats all day with them. NOT GOOD. but i guess it's good that i'm poor because i dont have money to buy food, so therefore..once i run out of the food i currently have. eating is over. haha

anyways, i am alive. kinda. i'm just wishing i wasnt so tired all the time. and sometimes i wish i was better at making friends. :/ it's not easy for me! i'm not one to just go up and be like "oh hi waht are you talking about? oh my names mallory."
and then the whole issue of "so..what do you do for fun?" comes up and uh HELLO. that is my least favorite question in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD. becasue i dont do anything for fun! i dont know how to answer that freaking question! i always just awkwardly laugh and say "oh..you dont want to know" but uh hello. in reality..i dont have a freaking answer for you. so please, i beg of you. do not EVER ask me that question. because i dont have cool talents. i dont do anything. so just dont ask!

anyways. dating life? yeah. not there yet either so dont even bother asking.