why is it so hard for me...

why is is so hard for me to lose weight? i freaking work out 2 hours a day..for 5 days a week and still just cant lose one single freaking pound. i am sick of it. i want to punch someone in the face. probably the lady that teaches turbokick because she hurts my entire body for the next 4 days. seriously, like i woke up the next day and i couldnt get out of bed! my legs hurt, my back hurt, my abs hurt, my shoulders hurt, my arms hurt, my everything hurt. oh but wait, NOTHING has happened for like..seriously 3 months.

POOOOO! :(

anyways, i cleaned my room today. it was great. except i mostly just hung up my clothes, and stacked all the random things on a table and covered it with one of those things that you stick your face in and then take a picture with it. its a girl getting out a limo. dont ask me why i have it, but if you ever need it...i've got you covered.

its also really hard for me to force myself to post things! i dont know why even because i seriously go through the whole day thinking about all the funny and interesting things i can write about on my blog, but i get home and i cant even remember one thing that i thought of! maybe someone needs to buy me a little notebook called "things i thought of during the day that i really need to blog about" yeah, i think thats a really good idea. :)

so freaking. less that 26 days of school and it gets harder and harder for me to go by the day. i dont understand how people say they are going to miss high school, i honestly couldnt care less about those people. i have no sadness in my heart for leaving. no offense or anything to any of you out there, i just do not feel attached to you AT ALL.

its also hard for me to give a crap about anything. yeah, enough said.

but good news...I FINISHED SEMINARY MAKE UP FINALLY. oh hello. i am freaking graduating seminary with my 4 year freaking degree. surpriseeeee. i am impressed with myself because seriously, i had a lot to make up. but..GO ME!

anyways. i leave for thailand soon. one day we might be having a fundraiser so you better check this often so i can remind you, and you can come and give my team money so the cute kiddies in thailand will be so happy with all the wonderful stuff that we can do for them :)

woohoo.

anyways. my mother made dinner. at nine o'clock at night. sooo i suppose i will go eat with my family.

oh also, i love the tv show parenthood. please watch it. you'll die. unless you're my mom...then you'll cry.
pfff.