who made up the thing called college?!

so hello. college is coming closer and closer and it gives me stress!
i am not exactly sure what i am supposed to do and i feel like the whole thing is a big huge mystery! also, there is so much to do it just is a lotta bit too stressful! like figuring out what classes to take, what i want to major in, where to live, who to live with, where to find money (#1 stress causer), ect.

I was like really wanting to major in baking and pastry arts, open my own little shop blah blah blah. but now i dont really feel like i want to do that! When we were in Mexico most of the spanish speakers got sick and couldnt go to the village, so i had to teach the students. and it just made me realize how much i loveee working with kids and teaching. But you see..there is a problem with that because i HATE the school system. I think it is such a terrible way to grade students and just..boo! the way the conduct everything drives me crazy.

I also dont want to be in the position of "the teacher" nor do i want to deal with being in the position of being constantly bothered by the people higher up in the system.

Thats hard for me though because i love teaching and the kids so much! arghhh.

Anyways so that is what is in my brain right now. interesting? NOT. it never is.

Today i learned a valuable lesson...dont try and text and play bejewled at the same time. it really is super hard! and people get mad at you because you dont text the words right. so just if the thought ever runs through your mind, DONT DO IT!

hmm. i got my new birthday laptop in the mail today :) it has been on since 2:30 and being used, of course! there is so much to do! and i figured...i might as well update my blog because i could either work out, go to bed, or do this. and i picked this.

but it is such a nice laptop! i am practically obsessed with it. i took like 800 pictures of myself with the camera webcam thingy. soo entertaininggggg!

also, i am watching high school musical 3. i know its like a super dorky movie and what not, but i am not going to lie i love it. i secretly wish that my life was that movie. or actually maybe i wish i looked like vanessa, and had a hottie like zac!

i could write a book about all the movies i wish my life were like. buttt instead i wont because that would probably be the worlds most boring book in the entire planet earth! but i did make a few lists of things while i was sitting on the plane to mexico! it was the best thing ever. i will give you a little preview.
1. reasons why i am not granola
2. things that give me anxiety
3. colors that make me want to puke.

:) you're going to enjoy them. but too bad for you because i am wayyy too lazy to walk down to my bedroom to get my notebook.