what a day!

i dont really know what the title is referring to...but i just wanted to put that.
i hate that i cant remember anything funny that happens in my life! i think i need to invest in a "blog journal" aka something that helps me remember all the good ideas that i come up with in life so i can have something interesting to tell all you guys!

the whole last night i thought i was going to DIE! my stomach hurt so bad and i was so unhappy...i when it came time to wake up for nine o'clock church...death was upon someone because i was so freakin tired. but i fell right back asleep and woke up at 11:40! i think i was just overworked, and so tireddddd. beyond belief. i feel a lil' bit better :) which is good.

so yesterday. i worked...and i love working saturdays because its 10-2..but i usually get off at like 12:30. so it's always just super joyous...umm i hope that's a word :)

and after work i came home and went to smiths marketplace with my dear sweet mother. there...i found my husband. which was great. but he ran away. then i was pushing the door open...AND IT CUT ME! :( i wanted to cry. and die. and kick someone. all at the same time.
but i kinda got over it after like half an hour...but it STILL HURTS. oh well... oh! hahaha this lady was giving out samples, and so me and my mom tried it. i guess it was kashi bars or something. and i took one bite and spit it out and i was like it tastes like smashed together dirt! and there was this lady going to pick it up, and she most definately got the most terrified look on her face, and put it back down and ran away. then i bought this lip gloss...which i thought would be normal and good, but i forgot that it said "lip plumper". NEVER EVER GET IT. it feels like a million knives are stabbing into your lip soul. and then if you lick your lips, it gets on your tounge and it hurts even worse!
but i got over that too. and the feeling kinda gets addicting. it's funny.

um then we went to zupas. where i ate way to much food, and i was fat doggin' it the rest of the night. i hated it. with a passion. but actually..the food was really good.

then the real game :). haha i decided a lot of things there.
1. i dont understand the people that can stand up and yell random weird things to the players/refs. dont they feel stupid? or how the heck to they come up with the fact that if you yell these things...anyone can hear you if they're on the field! like really!
2. who aspires to be a ref? like honestly...where do these people come from! it's a common fact that every single human beings hate them! so is that like their life goal? to become the most hated person ever? i dont get it...
3. mascots still suck.
4. i hate sitting close to people.
5. the world is full of way weird people that i am glad i have no association with.
6. i get so much anger and hatred when i watch soccer. like to the point where i would run on the field in a crazy rampage and just punch the refs. it's so hard for me to contain it, so i usually just sit there in silence just watching. but when in reality my insides are BURNING.

so that's that.

well ihave really bad morning breath. and nothing else to say at the moment. so i guess thats a sign for me to stop :)

adios.

one down, two to go.

sooo...lets talk ap.

test one (aka literature): i either did really good, or i missed the boat completely and just..failed horribly. but it wasnt as bad as i thought. i really didnt feel the pressure that i felt when i took it in ninth grade. i guess that's because there really wasn't anything to study, and it was just a lucky guess test ;). or it might have been the fact that i was sitting in the corner of the debate room where it didnt feel very legit. but whatever it was...i'm glad it wasnt too hard :)

test two (aka us history): now that's where we worry. my teacher never taught us how to do a dbq (aka document based question). she just ran through the last stuff so freakin fast that NOBODY learned ANYTHING! soooo we all are going to fail...but at least we'll fail together eh? we have taken ONE just ONE practice test. what is she thinking?!!?!?! and no practice essays!! what the freakkkkk. but i'ma gunna get a 5! :)

so after tomorrow, at around noon my terrible hard life is over. no more english classes for the rest of my high school life, and no more history (well except us gov)! next year is going to be THE BOMB! just lemme tell ya my schedule
1-work release (aka sleep in)
2-seminary
3-4-tech center(business managment)
5-work release (aka sleep in)
6-us government
7-8- tech centerrrrr

so yeah. i am pumped :)

uhh so i leave in seven weeks for KENYA!!!!!!!
i need to start getting ready. i got my shots though! but it really is time to start planning my lessons. i have to teach abuse at the health fair, and animals at the schools. so if anyone has any cute games or little songs to play with the kids...i wouldnt mind suggestions. :)

and tomorrow is the 9th grade dance that my business class is putting on. so that will finally be over too! horrayyyy! i love the feeling of school winding down. its just the best! and the weather is so nice i just want to run around in a dress and sing all day long.

i really really really really want a dog :( i just cant even say that enough times!
maybe i'll go to the animal home(humaine society? is that what it's called) and just bring it home with me...once my dad looks into its way precious eyes he wont be able to say no :) (um dad, dont read that)

oh p.s. i gained a million pounds. but i've been trying to exercise a lotta lot more! i want to be able to run a 5k by the time i leave for kenya, so i am not the fat american girl that cant play soccer with the little kids because she is one hundred percent out of breath, and her fat is hanging over her pants and everyone is really grossed out. plus i just feel disgusting.

also, i am craving juice.
apple
orange
pineapple orange :)
BERRY LIME SUBLIME JAMBA JUICE
yes that is what i want times one hundred percent.

and guess who gets paid tomorrowwwww :) MEE. and guess who actually has one friday off in her entire life..ME. but guess who has to spend her night with ninth graders..ugh.
i am scared of them! they are mean and rude and have terrible attitudes. i just wanna slap them silly fools.

anyways. i am going to run/study/mostly walk because it's hard to run and read at the same time :)

i am a messsss times twelve.

helloooo and welcome to the week of two ap tests, followed by the ninth grade dance that i am in charge of, i leave for kenya in seven weeks, anddd i have already gained 85 pounds because of my bottomless pit.

so now you know why i never post anything anymore, plus i have nothing to say ever. while my life is going i think of all these clever things to write about and what not, but when it comes time for me to put off studying and actually write on my blog, i have NOTHING to say. so bleh. i am boring but whatever.

i just ate a whole batch of cookie dough, and a brownie, a sandwich, chips, ect...ect. and i a little bit want to DIE. and i also want to lock myself up and never see anyone in the world ever again because i am sick of everyone and everything and...it's just getting out of hand. so if i am ever mean to you...take it personally. haha just kidding. dont.

auewkjafknaaja i have nothing to say...