let me make you a promise...

I have been thinking and thinking about how I can motivate myself to write more blog posts, because I really do enjoy it, I just never think I have anything worth while to say, but then again I never have anything worth while to say, but I say it anyways! so here is my promise...I will write at least two blog posts a month. I think that's a pretty rockin promise if you ask me, because really..nobody wants to hear more than that...then i'd just get boring and..annoying.

so everyone who constantly bothers me about writing more, be happy with this little promise i'm giving you.
hm..i dont know if i really want to call this a promise, it's kinda freaking me out a little. maybe a challenge. yeah! i like that more, because if i dont do it, people wont come after me and use it against me. so go back and read everything i just wrote, but instead of the word promise replace it with challenge :)

there. now you cant hold it against me when i fail. HA.

anyways, so mostly all i wanted to say was uh HELLO. i saw my heart on an ultrasound they did on it. you know when preggo ladies see their little baby and nobody can tell what it is and they're freaking out because "oh my gosh it's a sea monkey in your belly that is currently half tadpole" WELL i saw my heart, but guess what. it looked like the things in the pictures and movies and commercials, only A LOT COOLER BECAUSE IT WAS MY OWN HEART NOT SOME FAKE ONE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE MADE UP. i was so excited. i am still exctited. i tell practically everyone about it, but nobody seems to be as excited as me!

probably because they are jealous. and they have a right to be, because it was SO COOL.

the poor lady doing it was probably so annoyed because i kept talkig and talking about how excited i was about it, but really, it was so cool.

and i saw it beating. and i had these flappy things moving around. and it was rushing blood in and out, and i was just so amazed! i wish i would have gotten a picture of it. i would frame it and put it on the shelf above my bed. you may thing i am weird, but seriously, if you ever got the chance to see that, you would be going on and on and on about this too. because really. ah.

i loved it so much. but anyways, moral of the story. i have a heart :)horray for me.

i also had to get my blood drawn (gosh you'd think i was near death with all the times that i go to the doctor!) but i was all by myself and it was my first time and i was so so nervous because i hate needles and doctors and mean things and mostly just the thought of it, but the lady was so nice! i asked her if there was anyone to hold my hand, and i think she thought i was kidding because she just laughed at me! but i wasnt kidding! i wanted someone to hold my hand!

anyways. she stuck that thing into me and i sang a song to her and then she was done and it didnt even hurt and i didnt even cry or scream!

yay for me! i think maybe i am one step closer to being able to survive in the world of college. yesssssss.

school is going good if you were wondering.
i dont go that much, so maybe it's worse off than i think..but hey. i can do that.

OH MY GOSH. i did get chased down by this lady though. i walk in at like...8:50..and my class started at 9. this lady came runnningggg up to me yelling "YOU CANT COME HERE! YOUR SHORTS ARE TOO SHORT!" and i was so confused because really she could have been having a heart attack about the issue of me coming to school in some shorts. so i was just giving her my puzzled look and i was like um okay. i'll just go home and blah blah blah. i love how they would rather have me go home then stay in some shorts that werent even bad.

i am baffled. but i laughed. except i had to go to math because i need to pass that class so i walked out to my car, moved it to the back parking lot, and walked back into school.

so in your face heart attack lady :)

anyways. wow. i think i could write a book about stuff that has been going on! oh. but i do need some help. i need to plan a fundraiser to earn money for the microenterprise program that i'm helping with in thailand, but i am a little unsure of what to do for this fundraiser. i kinda want it to be a big deal, just because we'll be having 40+ people available to work on it, and we want to earn $2000+ soooooo if you have an idea, you should help me out :)