miss me?!? :)

haha. well i kinda gave up on this whole blog thing, it was fun but i am not such a good writer!

and its not just blogs

1. papers.

2. emails.

3. letters.

4. essays.

5. journals.

6. everything.

but oh well, i guess it's something i'll have to learn to live with i suppose.

hmm i've had an eventful summer. i cant even believe all the fun things i've done! i meannn i went to africa for heck sakes.

anyways...i just got back from the denison family reunion at reid ranch. :) it was actually  fun.

i shot a lottsssss of arrows. probably that's my favorite pass time almost ever.

and then i did paddle boats, which was tiring. 

and thenn...hmm mostly it rained the whole time, but i swam! and i sat in the hot tub for many a hours.

and i ate, and ate, and ate until my stomach exploded two times.

and then i laid around a lot and slept.

it was lovely :)

but then i had to come back and work. and then babysit. but i liked that part :)

but not work.

i hate work.

and tomorrow i have a loooooooong day of work ahead of me. so if anyone wants to, they can feel bad for me.

so boo. i am sick of the sun. i would like it to rain a little bit more.

i also was going to try and finish the book of mormon by the end of the summer, but i have a total of 19 days left and i'm only in alma 42. so screw that idea. 

anyways. my forever long day awaits me so i better get some sleepy.

1. sorry i am boring and never have anything to say.

2. sorry i never write anything

3. sorry all i do is whine, buttt welcome to my life.

wow dont i just love my job.

actually no. i dont. not at all.
i love that when i actually try to help out, i get yelled at.
i love that i go in and actually work, and get in trouble. but the other kid sits and freakin reads! and neverrrrr gets yelled at.
red hanger=death.
never go there. never work there.
whatever

mostly i just want someone to tell me that a daycare is hiring, and then i get that job and my life will be completeeee :)
yes please.

for your own entertainment...

soo guess who's home!

horray i made it! and i had the time of my life.
i have superrrrrr bad jet lag though, and i thought 14 hours of sleep would do the trick...but i think it's worse today! so i will post pictures and all my journal entrys (minus the mean things i had to say about some people) up some other day.
i swear my head is going to explode.
but i had the time of my life, i hate being home!
except i did gain a new love for america...a deep deep love.
:)

KENYA OR BUST!

well guys, i have zero time but i just wanted to tell ya'll that i'm off to kenya! after hours, and hours of service, and all ya'lls money i'm off!

i dont think i'll have any internet access, but i'll keep a good journal and take wonderful pictures. thanks for all your support and please keep me in your prayers! haha...

ahhhh i'm so scareddd. to death. i have a constant stomach ache, and cry baby eyes.

but i cant wait for my life to be changed. 

mmmm...cavities

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

that's all i have to say about this picture.

oooh ya gotta love the numb face :)

can you keep a secret?

...well that's what the name of the book is that i am currently reading.
soo good.

soo soo soo good.
i am honetly addicted. like really i laugh out loud to myself while reading it, i carry it everywhere i go. and yes i mean EVERYWHERE. just in case i will get an extra four minutes to read it.

i am addicted to it. sometimes i forget that it's
1. not real life. just a story.
2. not my life. i put myself in the characters shoes and, bam. i feel like all the horrible things happening in the book, are really my problems. i get really upset, mad, and discouraged about life! but then i just remember it's not real and not my life, so to stop. but i cant. i am sucked into it. addicted. "grabbed" but only you would get that part if you read the book.

when was the last time i have ever...EVER read a book? NEVER. i took ap lit and i didnt read a whole one of those books. i just get bored. but the writer is so funny! she kinda reminds me of me, just more clever and entertaining.

she's the one that wrote "confessions of a shopaholic" aka...saw the movie, but i am definately reading the book. it's on hold as we speak :)

but really. that's all i had to say. i had to let it out that if i am acting weird, i probably am just forgetting that the story isnt my life, and the things happening in the book are false.

oh but i have a question for the world. why can i read this 354 page book in 4 days (i know i am a slow reader, i like to soak it in!) but it takes me A WHOLE YEAR to read the book of mormon?! so discouraging. but that's my goal. to finish it by the end of the summer. i took all year (well actualy from march to december 31) to read it last year, but i wanna do it quicker...to get ready for the seminary year of the book of mormon studies! i am so excited :) i know..i am a retard. but i have a secret love for seminary. anyways. i think you guys should do it too...with me! :) it'll be a battle. or maybe not. most likely not..you'll all just read this and laugh and be like...oh how silly. then i'll feel like a retard anddd

crawl in a hole and die. :)


i went to the melting pot again last night. with my best friend/ cousin cheryl.
oh how i love her :) it was so lovely. and all we did was laugh and eat and share common interest on how we hate sharing food, especially desserts.
that's going to be my problem when getting married, they'll be all "aww honey if you love me give me a bite of your brownie" and i'm like..."HELLO!!! NO WAY JOSE! honestly, i dont love you enought. get your own. i hate sharing, plus...you stink and fart in the bed."

so that's what'll go down. exactly like that.
well hopefully not. i hate bed farters ;)

oh gosh. how did i get to this topic.

umm i also went to the oqurrh mountain temple (p.s. whoever thought of how to spell that word must have thought they were really REALLY funny. but they're not. they confuse me, make me angry, and make me look stupid. so thanks for nothing oqurrh mountain person)
it's really pretty though. like really really pretty! :) and i liked all the pictures of jesus. and the refreshment tent. it was so elegant! :) expcept one problem: the cookies.
why do they have people handing them out? what if i want two cookies...is that so bad?! what if i'm homeless and that's the only food i'll have in the week. are they going to deprive me of one more cookie?! really?!

thats all i have to say about that. but yes..truely upsetting on the cookie ordeal.