two words ruined my life.

it's 10 am and i already have something to write about. but believe me it's not good.
i am crying my eyeballs out.
i am going to lose my job.
my boss is going to beat me.
i'm shaking so bad i cant hardly type.
i cant go to work today. i just cant.

and all this is because of two simple words in one stupid phone call that woke me up.

ink load.

this means nothing to you, but to me it means...i'm dead. they're going to throw me in the oven lock it up and throw away the key.

you know how i work at red hanger right? well. my job is to take in the clothes, check the pockets, tag the clothes, and get them all ready for cleaning. if there is a pen in the pockets, and it stays there, i'm dead.

and yes folks, there was a pen in the pocket.

and did i get it out? no.
was it on purpose? no.

so long story short, it exploded in the dry cleaning machine, got over EVERYTHING. and...i'm dead.

I AM SORRY.

i've been so busy it's not even funny, and i never have time to write! well..who am i kidding i barely have time to go to the bathroom for heck sakes!

so needless to say, my life is crazy. between school, then straight to work, then straight to my homework (or the occasional napping with a book over my face), then trying to fit the gym, life, friends, um goodness..i dont even have time to spend all this precious money i am making!

it's very upsetting.

so today...i took clorox (spelling? who knows...) wipes to work today and cleaned EVERYTHING. i scrubbed all the black sticky stuff off of the three tables, the two key boards, i swept every little grey dust bunny that was floating around ( believe me...there was enough to fill a full size garbage can) it was terrible. but i feel a lot better about myself. AND i got to wear my normal clothes :) yay for no ugly uniform days. i'm praying i get another one tomorrow.

THEN today i went to a party. but there is nothing to tell there...then i went to see he's not that into you. and may i advise you..GO SEE IT :) and if you already have...i'm the brown haired one that over anylyzes EVERYTHING and tries way too hard.

anyways, now that it is 12:25 i need to get some of that much needed beauty sleep :)

to whom it may concern:

:) that comment from anonymous person on my post below totally made my day :) so thank you!!

comments always make my day. yay.

nothing cool ever happens to me.

honestly. i've got nothing for you guys.

i mean i've got school. but lets be serious...that's the last thing anyone wants to read about, and quite honestly..that's the last thing i want to talk about. 7 hours of it is enough for me :)

but...because of the fact that i have nothing else to say, and i'm wasting time before i have to go to work, school is good :)

1. astronomy. yay for easy science credits :)
2. ap us history. eh. it's okay...nothing really more to say
3. shoot. i always forget. okay umm. oh personal finance :) it should be a good class! it'll help me save my money...hopefully haha. one of our assignments is to save like..however much money we feel like we can a day. i choose 3 dollars a day. but i might change it like..to something per month..because i get paid every 2 weeks at my job. i dunno..we'll see what i come up with. we also have to write down every single thing we buy. which will suck. ugh. but it'll be good! i'm excited to learn all this stuff :)
4. commercial art. i fail. i cant draw. even my stick figures areUGLY so this..will be interesting. haha..and embarrassing.
5. seminary. yay for brother downs. and for a million and a half friends in that class. i talk way too much though. i'm working on not. but i cant lie..it's hard for me.
6. ap lit. ew ew ew. we're doing poetry and i want to die.
7. behavioral science. studying animals. yeah..easy. all we do is watch movies and take notes. :) my kinda science class for sure!
8. electronic music. hahahahahahaha. dont know what i'm doing. but it's fun...and nice to screw around. oh AND a hidden plus. we get out early so i can hurry and leave and not be stuck in the parking lot. :) because...we all know me in traffic...no bueno.


i guess i'll hurry and do thankful thursday.
1. pull through parking spots.
2. getting the butterflies.
3. my job. ( i know i say i hate it. but really. it's so nice. let's see. good hours. okay pay. it's perfect!)
4. a needle and thread (because all my favorite pants rip. and i HATE shopping for new pants...so i just sew them on up! works like magic)

"DID YOU SPIT IN MY FOOD?!"

so this is my story about my bad encounter with a mcdonalds worker. ew ew ew. i was so so mad.

so..i pull up to the drive through and sat there for like 2 minutes waiting. and it was cold and nobody had said anything so...

ME: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO?
MCDONALDS BOY : oh my g(you know what)...HOLD ON A SECOND
ME: excuse me?
MCDONALDS BOY: i said hold on a second!
ME: um dont tell me what to do! you're here to serve me fool!
MCDONALDS BOY: just one second

like a million hours later

MCDONALDS BOY: can i help you?
ME: its about time. one double stack (for breck)
MCDONALDS BOY: one double stack?
ME: that's what i said.

a million more hours of waiting in the line

MCDONALDS BOY: did you have the kids meal?
ME: does it look like i'd have a kids meal. no. i didnt.
MCDONALDS BOY: mcdouble? $1.08
ME: i hand it to him without looking at him.

while he is giving me dirty looks and planning something mean.
he hands me the money. i drive to the next window.

AT THE NEXT WINDOW

LADY WITH SOME GUY STANDING RIGHT THERE WITH HER: mcdouble?
ME: oh my gosh. yes i had the mcdouble.

LADY AND GUY STAIR AT ME. AWKWARDLY AND MEANLY AND KILLINGLY.

ME: WHAT'S THIS PLACES PROBLEM!

and i drive away

yes. i was mad. i wanted to punch someone out. so..dont ever go there again :)

thankful wednesday :)

i always...ALWAYS mean to do thankful thursday.
but i always forget! so..i decided to do it right now so that i dont forget :)

1. my parents. i know...i know...cheesy and lame sounding. but honestly...i'm being serious. today we went to the homeless shelter and read stories to the kids there, and it just made me so thankful for my parents and what they do for me...and everything they give me! and how hard they work so we can have the things that we do have.

2. the fact that i have a job. i keep hearing about people getting fired and what not...and how nice is it that i was able to get a job while there are tons of people out there looking for them!

3. midol. what would the world be without it.

4. calculators. math tests would be a failure if it wasn't for my dear sweet technology :)

what are yours?

the monthly cry baby eyes had to come at the worst time possible.

ugh so january 4th. :) happy birthday to me.

so today at church we're like sitting there and the WHOLE time i had cry baby eyes. i dont know why.. i just did. and so i was like holding it back and i was doing a pretty good job at it! but then in young womans they forgot my birthday...and it's not that big of a deal! like i dont even care but the lil' pms bug went off and i just wanted to cry my eyeballs out. i felt so stupid haha

ugh. so i just thought you should know my extremely embarrassing moment that i had.

BUT. there was something to make it up :) it's called. boy that i'm in LOVE with and always have been talked to me foreverrrrr and gave me like a million hugs (yes lame i know. but you have no idea how long i've been in love. probably since i was 5...so it's a big deal to me!) ah...i just wish you knew. but people read this that know him so i'm keeping shhh :)